Finally I surrenderd.

    All these days I was busy being depressed, busy locking myself in my tiny lonesome apartment, busy eating the same cheap meal everyday bought in a small store downstairs, I spent time having affaires with somebody else and when I was not doing either of those, I spent time loathing myself.

    I feel that it's me who's the only one on the stage, standing where nobody can really see clearly, and begin to play the songs that can represent my feeling...

    They listen and they understand...

    They smile and they cry...

It's time to letta go.....

But I still love u

                                                                                                                                           Roy

                                                                                                                                       2009-3-30